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Felt like a screwed up job

Dear blog, Felt agony is smiling on my face. Yes, I am in misery. Felt down. Like almost a thousand suns away. Wondered what happen to me, this confusion I lived in. The clouds of darkness shrouded my central nervous system, and my hypothalamus seems on off mode. Sleepy. haunting me like an bad movie....help me!!!

I am too busy gazing the stars..till I forget to shoot the moon..again!!

I am so freaking missed out something that is inside of me. Why AM I feeling so down today>?? Why I felt like the missing part in me is..the DRIVE!!! THE HUNGER TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING... Have I lost it as I had too much of it in the past, in my academic life, or have I just slackened to be complacent with what I have? Have the thirst froe inquisitive knowledge faded away... I need that hunger back...seriously...or else I am relegated to the sands of the time, forgotten in presence, existance in history...the past is not the future KOK WENG...wake up!!!! I need to break every glasses and defy the gravity that is pulling me down...really can't be afraid of anything anymore. A man and a leader will have to face challenges and get things right when it is not working, kok weng. You can't just stay there and hope things will change overnight and work like it did before. things changes and people do leave..so stop living in the fog of the past memories and wake up and see that the sk

When the tummy says...I not well too

Well, of all days, my tummy upset me. Got gastric pulak suddenly. And of all days, why must today?? =='' anyway, its just a beautiful day to do something again, and its such a waste wasting it away. Happy birthday Laney (chipmunkelaine).

Reminisces of that glorious past, the current uncertain futures.

Results released yesterday. That moment of truth finally came. The pump of the adrenaline turns into a sigh of relief, and a tearful moment. I usually do not cry when I saw my results, but I did yesterday. Taking it back to FOrm 6 days (my revival period), it was a moment I always looked forward to - the continuation of my rule at the top of the class. Number 1 was always my priority. Every word of my teachers and my Kasturi Tuition tutors are gold - jotted everything they said..study study study...play was only during chess club meetings or the time I am on duty as an IT Lab prefect. Fast forward to uni life, freshman year. Did the same. Still takes notes in class while lecturer is talking, always afraid of missing anything important. Did tutorials like it was no tomorrow. Did past exam papers to get a feel of the finals. the sweet ecstasy of victory often permeates my nostrils. Then, winning and knowledge, the ultimate goal of my life. Sophomore year- things started to change somewha

Its just bad.

Had a bad day

70th post! (Including uncompleted drafts)

When i restarted blogging a year ago, i never really know what i wanted to write, or would this blog even go that far ( i deleted my old blog which had more than a hundred posts.) i tried in vain (then) to get blogging as a hobby in between my hiatus, but it failed. (Had many blogs floating around since then and not deleted them.) It wasn't till i met my go0d pal, Paul (who since then went to Japan to study) to get me interested again. Then met my current mates, who really got me to really start blogging again. Thanks to them, I wouldn't again blog without their support =)

Happy Qurban.

Selamat Hari Raya Qurban to all my Muslim Friends. Normal blog updates will resume soon.

Lolz

Did u knw dat it takes 3600 seconds to make an hour?

Lolz

Did u knw dat it takes 3600 seconds to make an hour?

Happy Halloween H20

Woo! Trick or treat?

Oh no!

Forgotten something XD

So it begins again

Holidays came again...after 14 weeks of stress...looking forward to it though its only 3 weeks...so having fun atm playing Galacticos Football

One Republic - Secrets Lyrics

I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess 'Til all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I've said Come by it honestly I swear Thought you saw me wink, no I've been on the brink, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insinceres I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away My God, amazing how we got this far It's like we're chasing all those stars Driving shiny big black cars And everyday I see the news All the problems that we could solve And when a situation rises Just write it into an album Sending it straight to gold I don't really like my flow, no, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insinceres I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need an

FInally....vochelli vochelli

Wishing all my FRIENDS selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin..hope its not too late to wish y'all..finally, exams coming over... And now editting my MGT 203 assignment..really stress wei...dunno how to cut and chop tooo soft hearted maybe...

Its been awhile

Hye there..its been awhile that I have ever blogged...looking for inspiration atm... Assignments comingg in and going out like hotel rooms, looking for space to breathe...cant wait till October end to celebrate Till then ciaoz..

wished tuesdays never came

I do not know why, Tuesdays are the most tension part of my life, really hate Tuesdays...research subject 4.5 hrs..still haven't finish...have not start studying for midterms, and yet this subject is taking my time up.. waiting..waiting waiting for lecturer to come...rotting to death.... *dozes off*

feeding the peking duck

Ever wonder how did one can manage to memorise and vomit so much during the exams? Well, let me share with you one tip, definitely not study last minute...study early and persistently.. |But then how la, so many assignments and all...you say? Sure, sleep three hours daily and and eat meal once daily

felt the backburner is on my head

TWO MORE WEEKS TO EXAM ARGGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGGHGHHG!!!!! Biz Research assignment due next Friday..then ....really stress life...sheat,.. anyway...why is my life so stressful?? any question why??? *takes knife and slits wrist* bleed fool bleed *wakes up in a daze* where am I? I murmured, 'welcome to Helven,' an angel-devil hybrid said... 'Heaven and hell have been outsourced to us, and we shall enslaven you to be our cash driver', said the hybrid while pointing his dollar sign shaped arrow and his spear.. 'Wat!!????!?!??!??!?!?!?!!?' i squealed.. 'A new utopia for human soul' he said... Quickly jump into the sky...*ahhhh!!!* I shouted *kablam!* wakes up...welcome to Earth!!! =P Moral of the story, dun try to commit suicide, or else you will end up in funny places.

Updates

Here i am blogging updates...to be update later

Broken down

My desktop monitor kaput...7 years later. sad...

Beware thy British Email Lottery Scams - Abridged

LAdies and gentlemen, I decided to take a detour from my assignment to post this interesting news. GMail filter have allowed a so called "British National Email Lottery Draw" email that was randomly sent to random people. A google search further reveals this as a scam listed under the 4-19 category. Be really carefull people. Read the sample email from here as an example. Will upload mine when I can

Whatever happened to Planet EARTH today

16 April - More flights are scheduled to be cancelled in europe as the Icelandic Volcanic Ash is set to stay until the weekends...\ 16 April 2010 - The death toll of the Tibetan earthquake hits 600 yesterday.. How sad is Mother Earth must have been feeling.. Lets hope the world will heal tqvm.. P.S. Last post was deleted as most people knows I'm anti-PKR, anti-BN and anti- DAP. Therefore, I will NOT vote for either PKR, DAP, BN, or whatever crap Pakatan Rakyat coalition. Hidup Parti Cinta Malaysia!!! =P

financial maangement q&A

What happens when the market value and the intrinsic value of a bond are not equal to each other? The present value of the asset’s expected future cash flows is equal to the intrinsic value of the asset. This value is the amount the investor considers to be a fair value, given the amount, timing, and riskiness of future cash flows. If the market is working efficiently, the market value of the asset will equal its intrinsic value. Whenever a security’s intrinsic value differs from its current market price, the competition among investors seeking opportunities to make a profit quickly drives the market price back to its intrinsic value.

financial maangement q&A

What happens when the market value and the intrinsic value of a bond are not equal to each other? The present value of the asset’s expected future cash flows is equal to the intrinsic value of the asset. This value is the amount the investor considers to be a fair value, given the amount, timing, and riskiness of future cash flows. If the market is working efficiently, the market value of the asset will equal its intrinsic value. Whenever a security’s intrinsic value differs from its current market price, the competition among investors seeking opportunities to make a profit quickly drives the market price back to its intrinsic value.

wat a FEELING!!!

Sepang F1 Malaysian GP race..wat a dramatic feeling, lap one already we have Barrichello stalling, then in front Vettel overtaking (yeah!!). Then somewhere we have the legend retiring in his hunting ground..woots...Schumi retired!! that was the first I gueesed since his return..nevertheless McLaren and Ferrari were stunning for their fightback, from back row to the middle, but at the end Red Bull Racing swept the two podiums...3rd is Rosberg.. Quite an entertaining race, especially the Kobayashi- Hamilton duel part..liked it, but what I liked even more is the Sutil- Hamilton duel..the man himself can't overtake sutil!!! ^^.. That's the way to go Sutil!! teach him not to underestimate Force India's car...it was so powerful and sleek... At the end, Vettel won. Alonso blew his engine trying in vain to overtake a sleek Jenson Button, and Lotus Racing had reliability problems in Speang..and of course, Virgin's first race finish. Hoppe that they will challenge McLaren and Fer

STRESSOR TO THE STRESSED

Omg, could not believe that exams coming soon. Argghhhh...missed the revisions and the preparations. now time is really running out, it IS..less than 2 weeks. Just a short post.

support me pls...

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/users/269528/everyoneconnects Support my cause please, and help me tokio hotel LIVE in malaysia tixs..tq..wanna pip CAE to it mwahahahaha

Mas que nada

The news update...My assignments over, got a new compute that is useful. but not so great,.zzz. and the printworks is done using old comp is better...found my thumbdrive but it became my Achilles Heel..screwed my assignments..and wasted time..on the brignt side of things, I found that I am lagging behind 6 weeks already..2KW, get cracking!!! And missed my toastmasters meetings..what is happening to me??? YELP!!!

LOST MY THUMBDRIVE

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I lost my thumb drive somewhere this week. No sign of where did I misplace it. It's a black Kingston DT100 1GB thumb drive… Contained my Moral project and some of my personal stuff in it. Sad but true One of the things in it..haiz… This is the one I meant…

WHat is the thing called CRM?

CRM CRM CRM..corporate research manager, customer service relations or crap rumor monger? which one is it, I dun really bother, but all I care for is the interesting topic I saw on fakebook. it is sumthing about your dress code in colleges. Heard that some college's students need not wear bra to college...hmm, interesting. Wonder if they do 'quickies' around there haha.. okay okay..lame joke lame joke.. Actually, at this point of time I am wondering on whether I am doing the right thing. A thing that haunts me then and now. Indescribable, thought I solved it by now, but...like what my father figure said, we humans make mistakes, we then learn not to make the same mistakes, only to make another new mistakes and return to kick right back at the ar*e..guess it's ture now.. Time Management, mana engkau pergi dari hidupku? Ku tahu ku tak cintakan mu, tetapi kalau kau ada dalam hidupku kan baik, semua boleh selesai. Yep, I am trying to cope up with so many things in my hand n

wokenfromslumberasimleftoutsidecoldfromthedumpsteroflife

Well, whenever my friends update their blog (rasapdees,chipmunk,cookie) I felt like doing it. But after 2 months, it looks kinda stale. March already, assignments and exams piling up like crazy. it already months since ****** incident haiz..*sighs* and I guess it was my mistake and now its a cold shakepeare tragedy, left out.. Don't want to talk already, its past. THERE'S A REASON BREAK-UPS are called break-ups and rejection is rejection. Moving on, on a brighter side, am taking part in the RHB K-based stock trading challenge. Haven't check it for a long time. ANyway, off to do my assignment. Adios...for now Quote of the day: If tomorrow is your last day, then today is not too late, remember life is like a candle, short yet meaningful. Look for it today.

2010 - a new decade is here

to be updated..haha