I am too busy gazing the stars..till I forget to shoot the moon..again!!

I am so freaking missed out something that is inside of me.
Why AM I feeling so down today>??
Why I felt like the missing part in me is..the DRIVE!!! THE HUNGER TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING...
Have I lost it as I had too much of it in the past, in my academic life, or have I just slackened to be complacent with what I have? Have the thirst froe inquisitive knowledge faded away...

I need that hunger back...seriously...or else I am relegated to the sands of the time, forgotten in presence, existance in history...the past is not the future KOK WENG...wake up!!!!

I need to break every glasses and defy the gravity that is pulling me down...really can't be afraid of anything anymore. A man and a leader will have to face challenges and get things right when it is not working, kok weng. You can't just stay there and hope things will change overnight and work like it did before. things changes and people do leave..so stop living in the fog of the past memories and wake up and see that the skies of reality facing you..
you are not smart, you are not gifted, you are nothing...but a mess...wake up..
put first things first and forget the rest...get the house in order and start strategizing for victory and growth...

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