The Dream Life Theater of Mine

Dear blog, Felt agony is smiling on my face. Yes, I am in misery. Felt down. Like almost a thousand suns away. Wondered what happen to me, this confusion I lived in. The clouds of darkness shrouded my central nervous system, and my hypothalamus seems on off mode. Sleepy. haunting me like an bad movie....help me!!!

I am so freaking missed out something that is inside of me. Why AM I feeling so down today>?? Why I felt like the missing part in me is..the DRIVE!!! THE HUNGER TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING... Have I lost it as I had too much of it in the past, in my academic life, or have I just slackened to be complacent with what I have? Have the thirst froe inquisitive knowledge faded away... I need that hunger back...seriously...or else I am relegated to the sands of the time, forgotten in presence, existance in history...the past is not the future KOK WENG...wake up!!!! I need to break every glasses and defy the gravity that is pulling me down...really can't be afraid of anything anymore. A man and a leader will have to face challenges and get things right when it is not working, kok weng. You can't just stay there and hope things will change overnight and work like it did before. things changes and people do leave..so stop living in the fog of the past memories and wake up and see that the sk...

Well, of all days, my tummy upset me. Got gastric pulak suddenly. And of all days, why must today?? =='' anyway, its just a beautiful day to do something again, and its such a waste wasting it away. Happy birthday Laney (chipmunkelaine).

Results released yesterday. That moment of truth finally came. The pump of the adrenaline turns into a sigh of relief, and a tearful moment. I usually do not cry when I saw my results, but I did yesterday. Taking it back to FOrm 6 days (my revival period), it was a moment I always looked forward to - the continuation of my rule at the top of the class. Number 1 was always my priority. Every word of my teachers and my Kasturi Tuition tutors are gold - jotted everything they said..study study study...play was only during chess club meetings or the time I am on duty as an IT Lab prefect. Fast forward to uni life, freshman year. Did the same. Still takes notes in class while lecturer is talking, always afraid of missing anything important. Did tutorials like it was no tomorrow. Did past exam papers to get a feel of the finals. the sweet ecstasy of victory often permeates my nostrils. Then, winning and knowledge, the ultimate goal of my life. Sophomore year- things started to change somewha...

Had a bad day

When i restarted blogging a year ago, i never really know what i wanted to write, or would this blog even go that far ( i deleted my old blog which had more than a hundred posts.) i tried in vain (then) to get blogging as a hobby in between my hiatus, but it failed. (Had many blogs floating around since then and not deleted them.) It wasn't till i met my go0d pal, Paul (who since then went to Japan to study) to get me interested again. Then met my current mates, who really got me to really start blogging again. Thanks to them, I wouldn't again blog without their support =)

Selamat Hari Raya Qurban to all my Muslim Friends. Normal blog updates will resume soon.

Did u knw dat it takes 3600 seconds to make an hour?

Did u knw dat it takes 3600 seconds to make an hour?

Woo! Trick or treat?

Forgotten something XD

Holidays came again...after 14 weeks of stress...looking forward to it though its only 3 weeks...so having fun atm playing Galacticos Football

I need another story Something to get off my chest My life gets kinda boring Need something that I can confess 'Til all my sleeves are stained red From all the truth that I've said Come by it honestly I swear Thought you saw me wink, no I've been on the brink, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insinceres I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need another perfect lie Don't care if critics ever jump in line I'm gonna give all my secrets away My God, amazing how we got this far It's like we're chasing all those stars Driving shiny big black cars And everyday I see the news All the problems that we could solve And when a situation rises Just write it into an album Sending it straight to gold I don't really like my flow, no, so Tell me what you want to hear Something that will light those ears Sick of all the insinceres I'm gonna give all my secrets away This time, don't need an...

Wishing all my FRIENDS selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin..hope its not too late to wish y'all..finally, exams coming over... And now editting my MGT 203 assignment..really stress wei...dunno how to cut and chop tooo soft hearted maybe...

Hye there..its been awhile that I have ever blogged...looking for inspiration atm... Assignments comingg in and going out like hotel rooms, looking for space to breathe...cant wait till October end to celebrate Till then ciaoz..

I do not know why, Tuesdays are the most tension part of my life, really hate Tuesdays...research subject 4.5 hrs..still haven't finish...have not start studying for midterms, and yet this subject is taking my time up.. waiting..waiting waiting for lecturer to come...rotting to death.... *dozes off*

Ever wonder how did one can manage to memorise and vomit so much during the exams? Well, let me share with you one tip, definitely not study last minute...study early and persistently.. |But then how la, so many assignments and all...you say? Sure, sleep three hours daily and and eat meal once daily

TWO MORE WEEKS TO EXAM ARGGGHGHGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGGHGHHG!!!!! Biz Research assignment due next Friday..then ....really stress life...sheat,.. anyway...why is my life so stressful?? any question why??? *takes knife and slits wrist* bleed fool bleed *wakes up in a daze* where am I? I murmured, 'welcome to Helven,' an angel-devil hybrid said... 'Heaven and hell have been outsourced to us, and we shall enslaven you to be our cash driver', said the hybrid while pointing his dollar sign shaped arrow and his spear.. 'Wat!!????!?!??!??!?!?!?!!?' i squealed.. 'A new utopia for human soul' he said... Quickly jump into the sky...*ahhhh!!!* I shouted *kablam!* wakes up...welcome to Earth!!! =P Moral of the story, dun try to commit suicide, or else you will end up in funny places.

Here i am blogging updates...to be update later

My desktop monitor kaput...7 years later. sad...